its f l y i n g !!!

July 03, 2004

`la-wonders.sad.sad.sad.says:
this is the worst day ever ok?hais.first i thought that i was going to march in the syf[singapore youth festival]so i got my dad to like polish my boots,iron my uniform,get ready everything and everything.then the worst thing happened.i couldn't join in.the commander just din really allow.ok.i din ask her la.but.someone told me that we wouldn't be marching.cos everybody's position is already fixed.CRAP IT LAR.sooo crap it.i went there to do nothing.i mean..[val n i weren't allowed to go in]i mean.we went for every single practice.EVERY SINGLE ONE!!!!! CRAP IT! n then just cos on the last practice,val wasn't feeling well,i had cramps[1st day-that]so like.we couldn't join.i'm pissed.i wasted a lot of time on that!a lot.i missed a lot of my piano lessons n life on that too?money as well.ok.not exactly.but.CRAP IT!*really agitated la*its like.i had always been so envious of those people who march in into the national stadium.its like so darn it cool.i almost did.N I DIN!CRAP IT!seeing those people in there.standing there..in front of everybody.so nice.so pretty.so just there!in the national stadium.at the national grounds.n we practiced like crap for that ok?!?/damn it.damn damn iugtas;aedgfb;awihtgur2q ok.i'm just frustrated.k.chill.i'm fine.ahhas.at least val was with me.at least she was.otherwise..i guess i'll just stand outside n cry n cry..thankies val.my les part[frown fades into a ((: ]yea.ok.this whole thing just sucks ok?val actually wasted like..350+bucks on this cos she like missed lots of piano lessons.CRAP IT!val n i NEVER missed a single practice.NEVER!michelle n yihui did.n.crap.ok.i shan't start it.CRAP!!!freak.

ok.well.think some happy stuff.er.ok.uhh..*thinks hard*like dun have liddat.ok.er.i think er. oi lam did put more salt into my wound.she hurt me lots ok?she kept saying great work.good good.everybody who was inside did well.CRAP!ok.think happy. i made a good big conffession.yes thats good.but i think i goofed it all.crap.i dunno if saying it was right.but i did wanna get it out my chest.i did.val just helped it get out.THANKS VAL!!hmm.ok.er.well..oh.i was so pissed i just picked up this twig thing then i threw it.n just as it landed,someone passed by ok?hahhas.so funny.((:i think it shocked her n him.hahas.funny la.i guess.but i'm like still pissed.i mean.NO!i'm happy.haha.

oh well..i DID make a new friend.n i even got her number.can care-er ting xiao tan[tan xiao ting]well.i was drinking this drink i bought at bp[that place sucks dun go there.no hot water to eat cup nooodles one] n then i bought the 'just tea' bubble green tea apple flavor[not nice..too gassy]n she asked it from me la.n i of cos passed it to her to drink the rest.yupp.then..i asked the can back from her.n i[the super pissed girl]started jumping on the can.((:yupp .hahhas.funny la.tat girl.2nd coy[NOT fairfield ok.dun get tricked.its geylang]yupp.er..she was like..hahhas((: so funny la.din exactly let us squash the cans then she was like protecting the cans..hahahs.BUT!she stepped on it in the end saying that she was actually PROTECTING it.hais.such a weird thing to say.the like..er..hahahs.she's just prue weird ok?hahahs.such a funny person.i think.no just a can care-er.hahahs. 1st coy is the can squashers,2nd coy is the can care-ers[but they squash cans worst than us],3rd coy.er.pick up our cans.4th..aiyar.wadever la.hais.hahahas((:oh wells.er.mmmm.

then after that..val,mich n i decided to go n eat dinner.yea.dinner..at newton.AT first.then mich was super complainy la.hais.that michelle ah.he just din wanna have dinner at the newton food court.so we then decided to go to the big chicken.oh wait.the big bird.but.mann that place is so scary ok!there was NO ONE there.only somebody looking after the place.then we were in there.lookiing at the menu..which was all only steamboat stuff and there was only steamboat n like the other menu is like..super expensive.yea.so.then the menu was like..er.just chicken.no chicken rice.yea n the air conwas so freakin scary.n to make it worst, michelle had to say that vampires n zombies would jump out!she ah..hhahahhs.so.we ate at waffle town in the end.yupp.hais.val ate the black peper steak or something la.haiss..thats all fats ok?hais.then she kept spitting out the fats.which was.obviously SICK!hahhas.n she even wrapped it into a present style.hahahs.oh wells.hmmm.

then we went to counsel someone.then we went to guthrie house n yea.walked around..went to simply bread to find out that it had nothing but.we had to sit here.we couldn't like.just sit there n not get anything rite?so we bought a baguette!nice baguette.but only i was eating it.crap lor.they all dun wanna eat.so sickening.hahahs.oh wells.then mich n i are so lousy counsellors.hais.but at the least we tried.hais.i was talking serious crap.hahhas.so funny.anyway,er..then we moved from there to coffee bean.hhahs.we just sat there la!so paiseh.supposed to buy something but in the end we din get anything just sat there n did nothing n then after that we just left like that.so weird la.yes i know.but we couldn't help it la.hahahs.is orange a happy colour?hmmm..then is wood around the same colour as orange?i guess i'm just a little weird.hais.hahhas.hahahs..

*`life sucks then you die-Life is inherently meaningless. There is pleasure but there is pain, there is winning but there is loosing, there is success but there is failure, there is life and there is death. All pleasure, all good, is transient. In the end, none of it means anything. *

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